02/09/2026
I’m gonna be honest, I am going through it..
I’m so down and out about a lot of things and life feels really fu***ng heavy.. my lil tism brain is burnt out and it’s effecting every version of me!
My studio being 4.5 months late is a massive one
Having to turn people away as I’m not equipped
Work feels hard for the first time in along time and I just don’t know how to fix it while in this limbo
Nothing to do with working with families, that’s the best part and the thing that gets me up and about! 🖤
But admin, posting actual work related things to socials as I’m so being (me yapping is easy) all my editing and keeping up to actually being Maddie the human, the mum and the wife!
I’ll be right or course, I always am 🤘🏻
Anyways, I received a review today for a gallery I sent off today and cried my lil eyes out
What a smack in the face reminder on why I do this and that even on days I’m ready to just quit and throw it all away.. people actually appreciate the work I put in, how much it’s needed and healing for them to get these freezes of time, the environment I strive to make and choose me for me and consider me like a friend to their family the same way I feel towards my clients..
I really fu***ng needed that, I cannot thank you enough, anyone that takes the time out of their day to show me love xx