08/23/2026
This weekend was heavy with feeling. Not all sad. We laughed too, at the absurdity of life. At how quickly your life can go from one extreme to another. At how I never thought my belief system would be rocked to its core again. But here we are. The last 5 months have taught me so much about myself, about the world, and most importantly, about the power of love. I know, cheesy as f**k. But I wouldnt be here without the outpouring of love from my friends and loved ones, who all stepped up to fill a gaping wound in my heart that will never fully heal, but will always be filled with love. It's their strength, their support, their presence, that has allowed me the space to explore this new experience of grief, and find new and beautiful ways to express it. Wehther its through a ritual, music, or a set straight from my last dream with Mikael. Despite everything, I am so lucky to be this flooded with love. ❤️
