08/05/2026
I thought about marketing photography packages for Mother’s Day but I just didn’t. This year has been an exhale, as we’ve been living with my parents in Australia in my childhood home, big and comfortable and full of life.
Our costs have been low and I didn’t quite realise until we’d settled in that my nervous system was exhausted from hustling these last several years.
I’ve been freelancing for years now and absolutely loving most of it, but raising a family, servicing a mortgage, keeping up with a life that spans continents all off the back of my creativity has been a lot.
So I’m incredibly grateful for the beautiful clients who have found me despite my atrocious lack of promotion.
It’s almost funny that the consistent paid work I have in Australia at the moment is social media marketing for someone else’s small business. Somehow that’s completely different.
I’m thrilled to be diving so deeply into analog photography and learning more and more. Next year I will be offering film weddings in Sweden with my husband Felix as digital backup and videographer.
I’ll also be offering all my other work on film. I’ve become so besotted with it and it feels good in my body to be rejecting what it is I hate about the industry.
I’ve always had rebel bones. The closer I get to whatever I’m becoming, the more I resist what I cannot accept.
The people who want that are the ones who will find me. And when we meet, it is all worth what I risk when I’m vulnerable in spaces meant for confidence and shiny highlights. I’m just a tired woman with a camera who won’t do what I’m told. Still, I keep realising with relief that I have hope.
Thank you to everyone who helps me keep hold of it.
Whole Roll #28 is at link in bio 🎞️
First image taken for for last month’s project, Dark Matter nighttime photography.
This song is a favourite at the moment.