27/09/2023
You're gonna miss her.
You're gonna miss her when it’s 2:30 in the morning and you wake up from a bad dream, and she’s no longer there.
You're gonna miss her when you are no longer getting the random text messages telling you she loves you.
You're gonna miss her when you’ve had a bad day at work, and no one will listen to you talk about it like she did.
You're gonna miss her when you see her laughing with her friends, knowing you’re no longer the reason she has that smile on her face.
You're gonna miss her when it’s cold at night and the only things you have next to you is your phone and a few tangled sheets.
You're gonna miss her when you wanna cry and be in her arms again, but she doesn’t even glance at you when she passes by you on the street.
You're gonna miss her when you see her dancing and you’ll remember all the times she wanted to dance with you and you told her no.
You're gonna miss her when you find yourself talking about her all the time, and you’re not even on her mind anymore.
You're gonna miss her when the alcohol doesn’t get rid of the thoughts of her smiling in the moonlight on a cool winter night.
You're gonna miss her when she doesn’t answer your messages or phone calls anymore.
You're gonna miss her when you realize no one genuinely cared for you as much as she did.
You're gonna miss her when you go to reach for her hand and it’s no longer there.
You're gonna miss her when she doesn’t send you selfies and videos of her being goofy anymore.
You will miss her late at night when you’re laying there alone and you realise you have no one to talk to.
You're gonna miss her laughing that cute little laugh of hers that could stop and warm up anyone's heart having a bad day.
You're gonna miss it all.
But by the time you realise how much you miss and cared about her more than you’ve ever cared about anything, it will be too late.
She will be in the arms of another, giving them the love she gave to you.
She will be sharing that laugh with them and putting her soft lips on theirs.
She will be cradled in another’s arms
having new “our songs” with them and experiencing new places together.
That is when it’ll hit you the absolute hardest
when this beautiful, once in a lifetime girl with the heart of gold, is long gone.
So take my advice and remember.... to take care of her, because life doesn't bless you with a good woman twice.
~ Cody Bret
