01/06/2026
*Warning - last shot in series may be graphic for some*
The annoying sound of that cell phone alarm… It’s 5 am, way too early, freezing cold and just 5 hours ago I was getting home from a 6 hour drive with my wife from back home in Pennsylvania. What in the F$% # am I thinking?
I'll hit snooze for 9 minutes, just 540 more seconds. Then I’ll get up.
Soon enough I find myself muttering son of a b*%$ #, it’s going off again. Already?
I told myself to get up. You have to get up. It’s like a conversation with my inner being arguing why I really don’t have to. It’s Sunday morning for crying out loud… In January!!
Finally, I got up and dragged myself to the kitchen. I grudgingly opened up the fridge and grabbed my yogurt already mixed with overnight oats and blueberries. I have to add my chocolate whey protein and granola yet.
As my homemade breakfast concoction is sitting on the scale, I turned to get a spoon… That is the moment I decided to bump the yogurt container and knock it upside down all over the kitchen floor. I looked at the splatter with total numbness, shaking my head and repeating why did you even get up.
I grabbed the broom, vacuum and mop to clean it all up… And start all over again.
That is how the morning started!
Unprepared for my next move, I headed to the garage and loaded up my kayak in the back of my truck. It’s 28 degrees, and I said to myself, “Self, what could go wrong paddling across the bay to the northern half of Assateague Island in freezing cold water?”
I got everything loaded up just before 7 and started out for the boat launch as the partly cloudy skies illuminated with a stunning orange and pink brilliance that can only be described as nothing less than spectacular. I really wished I got out about 30 minutes earlier to catch it with my camera.
As I squeezed myself into my kayak I tried to maintain my balance and not fall in the ice cold water. I soon shoved off and thought it really is freezing, but it’s so quiet. And the sky was still glowing with the after effects of the morning sunrise… It was just so pretty.
I paddled across the bay and picked a landing spot over on the northern half of Assateague. It’s quicker than walking although a tad more dangerous this time of year. Fortunately, the paddle over was way less remarkable than making my breakfast.
So, where do I start? It’s 10 kilometers or roughly 6.2 miles from the northern tip of Assateague to the day use lot at the State Park. Somewhere between here and there is Chestnut. He hasn’t been seen since early in the fall, and my friends advised me he was really super thin. They felt he was no longer alive and asked if I could help look for him. That is my mission for the day.
I’m not really sure why I enjoy looking for horses that go down. And let me clarify that, all living creatures die as death is part of living. I don’t enjoy the death any creature goes through. However, I do enjoy searching for those that have fallen… It almost becomes like a mission for me. I think I have searched for roughly 18 horses that have fallen and found 11. Not all have been ‘first’ found by me, some have been found coincidentally by hunters and reported to the NPS. My friends usually find out about it as they are much more connected than I, and then they usually ask for help finding their location. That’s usually how this whole thing works. And, I know it helps many that feel connected to the horse in one way or another once they are located.
I will say that, however, the NPS typically does not announce deaths unless it involves something of high profile like a vehicle strike. But, when I find a horse I do send pictures and coordinates to the NPS. I will ask however, since they don’t announce deaths and locations, please do not ask me where I find where one falls. I only say that because I have found in the almost 15 years that I have had this page that it’s best not to advise of locations not otherwise provided by the NPS.
So, I began my trek, zig-zagging my way across the northern tip of the island slowly working my way south.
As the hours went by, the wind picked up pretty stiffly out of the northwest. Enough that I thought to myself kayaking back might be an issue. I found it freezing on the bayside, and warm on the oceanside. As I crossed the island back and forth, I rotated my hat and gloves on and off each time I crossed - like I was entering different climates on each side of the island.
This brush is so thick. I thought to myself finding him will be like finding a needle in a haystack as he literally could be anywhere. Heck, he might not even be dead but just off on his own.
I kept zig-zagging through open spaces in as much of a pattern as I could. Just before eleven, some 4 hrs after I began my search, I came across the northern band now run by CK (Cookie and Kreme - sorry I can’t call a stallion that, so I refer to him as CK). I counted 10 in all including him, but I no longer know all of their names. I took a few pics but continued on.
About an hour later I came across Freedom, a mare from the northern band that went down, and I was able to find in February of 2024. As I passed by her skeletal remains I made a decision to go no more than one more kilometer. I was tired, my hips and knees were aching. It was getting time to pack things up and head back north.
I figured I would do another zig-zag pattern just a bit quicker and get back to my kayak about an hour before sunset. I was feeling at this point I would definitely need another trip up here to find him. But, as I continued on that little bit more before turning around I saw a lump that didn’t quite fit. I was about 200 feet from it and I knew right away it was Chestnut.
To be quite honest I walked up to him thinking nothing, really. I wasn’t being cold, I mean, he was there, I was tired… We expected him to be down, and he was. This is just life on the island. I documented his final resting place, marked Google Maps for coordinates and messaged a contact at the NPS.
But, as with all the horses I found, I sat down nearby beside him and proceeded to eat my protein bar that I brought along and drank some of my energy drink. I took about 15 minutes thinking of several shots that I took of him, and how he always tried to shy away from images I wanted of him. He never seemed to cooperate with me; I say that with a smile. He really was a gorgeous horse with a stunning two-tone mane. Did you guys know that he was siblings with Bodacious Bob? They both had Bolt and Rosie as their mom and dad. How did Chestnut look so different, I thought?
Anyway, that’s pretty much it. I headed back north along the beach making much better time than having to search on my way back, too. The kayak paddle wasn't as bad as I thought it would be in the wind and before long I was back at my truck and got home, exhausted.
As for me, yeah, I know. It’s been about a year and a half since I last posted. This post is already pretty long so I will fill everyone in as I post. But, I just needed to shut off the noise (social media) a bit. I don’t have time to post daily or even weekly, but I hope to get a post or two or three up a month… We’ll see how it goes.
Until then I hope all of you have been fantastic! And Happy New Year to all of us. I'll catch up with you soon.
See you next time,
Mike