09/24/2024
I recently received a mental health diagnosis that, at first, felt like it shattered my world and unraveled everything I thought I knew about myself. The weight of it was unbearable, as if accepting it meant accepting that I was lost beyond hope or reason.
But slowly, with the unwavering support of my teamβmy doctor, therapist, psychiatrist, and my beloved husbandβI began to see things differently. I began to understand that this diagnosis wasnβt the end of me; it was the beginning of truly knowing myself.
Iβve poured my heart into journaling, attending seminars, and embracing the very practices I recommend to my postpartum clients. Through this journey, my perspective has transformed in ways I could never have imagined.
I wonβt dwell on how the medical system failed me for years, misdiagnosing and simplifying my struggles. Instead, I choose to focus on this profound truth: I now know myself more deeply than ever before, and I feel unstoppable because of it.
Thank you, Lord. Iβm only 31, yet Iβve been granted the rare and beautiful privilege of truly knowing who I amβsomething many never experience. Motherhood and this diagnosis have given me a deeper connection to myself, and in the intersectionality that often leaves others marginalized, I have found my strength, my superpower.
Anything is possible. I have everything I need to be all that I am meant to be. And to my sweet, soft-spoken lover, who holds me, kisses me, and reminds me that I am still whoever I want to beβI am endlessly grateful.
I am thankful for every person, every moment, and every challenge that has led me here. My heart is full. πΈ: