11/05/2024
Pausing & potentially ending Life Lens Photography
What a journey it has been. This business came exactly when I needed it, getting me through a very difficult chapter. It was in my lowest moments that I used photography as a crutch to lift my self esteem, create,& bring me into the joy of my clients lives. I got to live vicariously through others for a while & in that I found hope & comfort & connection. I found my footing again & dug deep to do things that I was afraid of. It helped heal me.
I got to step into your lives, bearing witness to the moments described when people talk about what makes life worth living, it’s those moments I shared with you. Weddings, engagements, BIRTH 🤯, pregnancy, postpartum, family milestones. I shed tears with you & laughed so much. I sat with you during some hard moments & learned about your troubles. I met the people most special to you. I stepped into your homes, your bedrooms, your hospital rooms. I photographed some of the last moments with your loved ones & beloved pets. I got to grow with your family & come back to photograph each new addition. I held your tiny babies & got to see some of their first smiles. I got to travel to places I’ve never been. I made new friends & I got to reconnect with so many old ones. I will NEVER forget it & I am forever thankful for every second. THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for letting me in & allowing me to experience every bit of what makes life so magical.
Through this business I’ve learned so much - about being a business owner & about myself. I had imposter syndrome from my first shoot to my last, but each time I proved to myself that not only could I do it, but I could do it well. Most importantly, I learned that I can do anything if my heart is in it. And I’ve come to the difficult conclusion that my heart just isn’t fully in it anymore. My life has changed since I started LLP & I feel like I’m at the start of a new journey. So, I need to create space to allow my evolution into the next chapter & find alignment again.
This is my first passion project but it will not be my last. I don’t know what’s next, but I do know if my heart leads me to it, I can’t go wrong.
THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.
*I will not be booking for the remainder of 2024 & will update you all in 2025 on what photography offerings might be available, if any*