06/03/2026
I’m tired of pretending I’m okay right now.
I’m in a season I don’t love. One where I feel stuck, heavy, and honestly a little lost. And if you’ve noticed me quieter than usual online, that’s why.
It’s hard to show up when you don’t really love who you are at the moment. Because if I don’t feel good about myself, then the fear of you not liking me either feels like too much to risk. So I disappear instead.
And here’s the part that’s been messing with my head lately: my self worth has somehow gotten completely tangled up in how my business is doing. Which is a terrible thing to realize in a hard season. Because when business feels uncertain, suddenly I feel uncertain. Like my value is a number I don’t fully control.
I know that’s not true. But knowing it and feeling it are two very different things.
So I’m not going to show up pretending to be the highlight reel right now. I’m going to show up like this instead. Honest. A little messy. Still here.
Because I have a feeling I’m not the only one sitting in a season they didn’t choose and can’t wait to get out of.
If that’s you too, you’re not alone. And hopefully neither am I.
💛
