12/07/2024
On Tuesday is my Birthday and as I reflect on Chapter 33 for me, all I can think of is the traumatic experiences and I absolutely hate that for me, for my family, for my husband. For my 34th year, all I am asking for is peace. Peace for my heart and mind, peace for my family. I just want us to live a year we have to ourselves, enjoy each other’s company and even travel. No one understands IVF, miscarriage or infertility struggles unless you have done it; your lives go on hold because you always have the thought of medication routines that are needing to be followed, doctors visits you need to go to to, and the thought of we have to only plan month by month because we could get pregnant within that time frame. You live your life comparing it to others, asking continuously when is it going to be your turn. I can’t live with that comparison in my head any longer.
With that being said, I am going to delete all social media platforms starting today. I want a fresh 2025 where I don’t live in that place of consistent reminders. If you want my number to text me, please feel free to Facebook message me, I am more than happy to share that because I want to hear how you are doing for those that want to be in our lives. This may not be a forever, but this is a what I need, for my heart for my 34th year.
My birthday wish this year is peace, ❤️🎂