10/19/2026
5 years ago today, I became a mom, and it was the scariest day of my life.
My biggest boy entered this world with a bang, and here we are a whole 5 years later, and he is STILL keeping us on our toes. 😂
He is my Energizer Bunny, my kid with no chill, but also my cautious and calculated one. He is so incredibly smart and amazes me every single day with how his little brain puts life together. His little mind is always working, always asking, and always noticing things, and I swear there are times he says something and I just look at Landan like… where did this kid come from?!
But underneath all that energy and all those big thoughts is the sweetest, most tender-hearted little boy. He loves so deeply, and watching him grow into the little person he is becoming has been one of the greatest privileges of my life.
And today, SOMEHOW, my baby is FIVE.
Five. Whole. Years.
Five years ago, he made me a mama. Five years ago, I held this tiny little boy and had absolutely no idea just how much he was going to change my life. I didn't know then that he would teach me more about love, fear, strength, and gratitude than I could have ever imagined.
He was my first everything.
He was the first little hand I ever held and the first little face I searched for in the middle of the night. He was the first baby I rocked to sleep, the first little voice to call me “mama,” and the first person who showed me just how much love one heart could possibly hold. He was my first sleepless nights, my first little milestones, my first birthday parties, my first “I love you,” and the first little boy who made me realize just how quickly time could pass.
And even though he is getting entirely too big entirely too fast, there will always be a part of me that looks at him and sees that tiny baby who made me a mama.
Reid, I hope you always know how incredibly loved you are. I hope you never lose that curious mind, that huge heart, or that little spark that makes you, you.
Happy 5th birthday to my first baby. 🤍
I love you more than you will ever know.