11/23/2025
I have been in Mindvalley classes all year and I am happily obsessed. These programs cracked me open, helped me rebuild my life, and made me feel like myself again. So when I finished Manifesting Mastery, I really wanted to win one of the five spots for Spiritual Mastery, because I love this work and wanted more of it.
I did the activations. I visualized it. I packed that class in my quantum bag and treated it like it was already mine. Then I turned it into a sign and told the universe, “If I am meant to book the Spain manifestation retreat, I will win Spiritual Mastery.” I probably over-attached by trying to make it a sign.
The universe said, “Sweetheart, not this time.”
I did not win.
For a moment I felt like a huge manifesting failure. Then this calm clarity rolled in. All year I have been learning, healing, integrating, and expanding. And suddenly the quote from The Matrix came to mind. Sometimes it is not enough to know the path. Sometimes you need to walk the path.
That is exactly what this felt like.
Not a failure. Not a punishment.
Just the universe saying, “You are ready. Stay focused on your goals.” Maybe if I had not thrown Spain into the mix, I might have won. But I also feel like I am not meant to go on that trip right now. I am meant to build what I came here to build.
And then came the plot twist.
While watching the Spiritual Summit livestream, they showed student photos and mine appeared first. I screamed like a wild woman. That headshot was taken the day I became a certified life coach, so seeing it felt like a full circle moment. It felt like the universe saying, “You did manifest. Visibility was the true desire.”
So this is my thank you letter to Mindvalley. These classes have been worth every minute. I urge anyone who feels the pull to dive in, because the transformations are real.
Sometimes you do not get the thing you asked for because you are being guided to live the thing you are meant for.
Alignment over attachment. Always.
