12/22/2020
A little behind the scenes action from today 💖💖💖
I can not express how much I LOVE photographing newborns
Even though little Mr wanted to wake up and tell me his life story, look at me, and smile. I was not worried.
Why?
After photographing around 500 newborns in my career....I have learned many things. Yes, I coukd have waited it out but that means mom and dad woukd have to wait it out too....so in the best interest of everyone and their sanity (needing some rest etc) I was like, how about we try again in a couple of days? Everything is set up and I left it in its place for their return.
I believe in quality over quanity. I believe in doing my best every time I walk into a space to create. I believe in integrity. I hold myself to very high standards. (You would probably be stunned at how I talk to myself)
Constantly pushing my limits, never giving up....it is not an option, never has nor ever will be. I'm behind, yes that is true. I haven't stopped, I fell to the ground hard, the wind knocked out of me....I stood up, a bit dazed and unsure. I dusted myself off. Burnt out and struggling to make sense of it all....still haven't, probably never will.
What's next? Finishing everything. At the level and standard that I am proud of. I'm thinking of doing Bo***ir sessions after the New Year, but there's a twist (always reaching to be and do better and new).....I know wholeheartedly I've disappointed many, but I have to dust that off too and forgive myself.
Again Happy Winter Solstice may everything you manifest, prayed for, and dreamed of comes true tis following year.
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