05/03/2026
Being close to the end of a pregnancy as a first time mom is the hardest part so far. 😮💨 It feels like I’m in the longest waiting room of all time.
Especially as a business owner, whose brand has been their baby for 8+ years. 😅
I’m wrapping up final meetings, setting up my team with shoots while I prep for labor, thinking about all the things that a normal business owner does before remembering… oh yeah, we’re not aiming for that right now.
Without my baby being on the outside, it’s easy to feel committed to my work and the patterns I’ve been in for a long time. Even as I’m losing sleep, getting bigger, slowing down, losing stamina and brainpower — all things that point to me becoming a mom, I’m still trying to learn how to let go of the me I’ve been for a long time.
April brought an explosion of brand inquiries from everywhere, as business owners are feeling the fresh spring time weather and feeling inspired to grow their businesses. TBH, I feel it too, and if I wasn’t potentially 5 minutes away from giving birth I’d have planned the most fun brand shoot for myself right now 🌸💖🌷🍬🩷👛 I’m grateful for the opportunity to work with many of you, to have my team come shoot with you and still get to be a part of your journey 🥹 I’m also so thankful for everyone being willing to wait until the fall when I come back — that kind of love and patience is incredible and I don’t take it for granted.
I have 1000 ideas for new content and -500 energies to post them, so hopefully I can get some of that communicated to my social media manager and still fill you in on all the thoughts in my head about the branding world and the direction I think it’s going (and how I want to change and flex to support you in that shift) 💪🏻
It’s been tough to grow and move through this phase out of being “business owner Lily” to “mom Lily, but also still business owner, but REALLY ACTUALLY taking a break to just be mom”
Part of me is already super looking forward to the fall when things could get back to “normal”…. But then, life will NOT be the same when our baby girl arrives. That’s okay, but since I’ve not gotten to meet her yet, this is the only thing I know still.
This waiting room section of pregnancy is interesting and stretching and fulfilling all in one, and I truly cannot wait to meet my daughter after years of praying for her. But it’s still weird and I feel some sadness moving away from the work that’s brought me so much joy in the last several years 🥹
Will we get a May baby or make it all the way to June?? We shall see, but this might just be the longest month of my life. 😮💨