06/01/2026
It’s been two years today since you went home before me into Jesus’ arms. I can’t believe I’m writing this as I relive that last day over and over. I remember so many details but yet not everything. How did I get through it and call 911…..but God. How did I not fall apart immediately when I realized you were gone from this earth…..but God. How did I call our children and tell them……but God. How did I sleep in our bed alone, without you by my side….but God. How did I manage all the details that followed and talk to everyone……but God. He held me before, during and after. He is my rock and salvation!!
I still miss you, I always will. But I’m moving forward and remembering the wonderful and beautiful life we built together. Sometimes the memories bring tears and that’s ok. I choose to celebrate you and our life together and to let God lead me through each day. That is a choice. I will not break. I may stumble and fall but I will honor God by continuing my earthly journey until I reach my heavenly one. Oh, what a glorious day that will be.
“For I am the Lord your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you” Isaiah 41:13