07/06/2023
The MS didn't win. Going from 100+ shoots in 2017 to 1 in 2022 did! I didn't quite I was forgotten, lied about, slandered & ignored. I was Shunned for being the wrong s*x! taking the best of my talent I could muster to give those Queens a years worth of memorys for free! I never received a dime from those young lady's. For all that im called a pervert! For all that work, time, gas, talent I get post after post of those same family's paying other photographer to take there family's photos, senior photos & wedding photos. On top of all that after laying unable to get out of bed for 4 days because of crushing depression following my horrible treatment at Miss Nebraska by the most beautiful, ugly people in the world because i was the wrong s*x to be aloud in that world! I was attacked by these same people on social media. I was publicly berated by people I went to church with! People who i thought new the kind thoughtful person i am, the person who only ever wanted a smile, nothing more! Those people from my church who went after my mother for her trying to console me while i was in one of my lifes biggest battles with thoughts of su***de in my life! For all those people who love all the photos of there kids at the Midwest theater but never payed a dime to have me take there family's photos! After all that! Before you tell me how good I am, how you love the free photos of your kids. ask yourself when was the last time I payed Timmy to make his art. Empty words don't put food on the table...
Ever time I come to this page all I have is bad memories, I still post my nature photographs daily on but I won't post here again. It's not worth the heat ache.
