07/22/2020
Something I want to tell you. I’m struggling too. 2020 is rough, when put lightly. I’m constantly worried about what I’m doing, what light I’m showing of my world, what others might think. I believe in being kind to everyone. Showing love to all you care about. Regardless of what side of the line they fall on. I want to do my job, as safely as possible. I want to travel to other places, as safely as possible. I want to support local business, as safely as possible, because they REALLY need the support too. I want you to know, I’m over checking myself every moment I post. Thinking of my friends in healthcare. Thinking of my friends with elderly parents who are high risk. Thinking of literally EVERYONE. But one thing I need to also say. This is my life, and sometimes I also have to think of myself. Because if I forget that, my mental state isn’t always a good one. I’m on a very empty flight to California today. To drive down the coast to Santa Barbara for an amazing couple I have the honor of shooting next week. I’m taking my time, safely, to see parts of Northern California I often skip over. I’ve got roughly 25 different varieties of masks with me, and lots of hand sanitizer, but mainly, I’ve got this hope that I’ll find something that’s been missing all year. Buried somewhere in that sunset as I drive along highway 1. Whatever it is you need right now, I’m sending you the hope that you find it. With the most love in my heart, to all of you ❤️ @ California