04/11/2023
I wanted to pull some images from my archives that I felt like fit for the MM project. The various images I plan on posting either got lost in the mix of the various projects/ styles I was focusing on in previous years, or I never posted them for one reason or another. Most of the time it was because I was being self critical.
With that said however, my inner critic has taken a long time to silence.
Now instead of thinking, “Is this good enough? Will people like this? Does this make me a good videographer / photographer?”
I have now decided to exclusively incorporate this thinking over the past 10 months :
“What am I trying to say with what I create?”
“How do I incorporate my own voice into this project? What can I do to create an authentic representation of who I am as an artist, versus what is popular right now?”
There were many periods of time in the past where I practiced these principles, but social media has a way of warping your own self worth and self expression.
Basically, I’ve shifted my relationship with art over the past year. When I’m feeling bad about my work, instead of chasing validation, I just create. Or I look through old work that I deemed “not good enough” originally, and I reevaluate it with these questions in mind. In the end, I’ve decided that my work may not be everyone’s cup of tea all the time, but at least I’m being true to myself.
Evolving as an artist is always a good feeling.
Also, side note, social media breaks are good. Instead of doom scrolling other people’s work, i I focus on finding inspiration elsewhere.
For me personally, I’m extremely influenced by movies and my own personal experiences. I also love telling stories. Once you figure out your voice - you’ll be more at peace with what you create!
Without further ado, here is a set that I took in 2021.
model / mua / hair :
designs :
film : portra 400
film lab :
location :