11/05/2017
sometimes when you're too angry and overwhelmed and feel like you've done all you can and your writer's block just won't let you finish that chapter and you don't have the money for that security deposit and you're tired of the world's demands and the fact that you're only one imperfect person and the cards aren't falling your way and that God is silent or seems hard of hearing and you've lost your way but everyone's too busy to listen and make a phone call to see if you're alive and well because the clocks are ticking in a world where shootings are becoming common place and the pizza comes before the cops do and the tears can't stop flowing because you feel so helpless because everything is crashing down around you like a waterfall onto rocks as if the tectonic plates were warming with molten lava under your feet and the lava was about to pour out from under you like coffee from a Keurig and the wind gusts bring the leaves of your past to air and the only certainty you have of anything is the fact that you have a pulse and suddenly you feel the sun's warmth, and you come back to the present moment, you check in with your breath... and you're reminded why you're here.
then you stop for a second to breathe and realize that no matter how fast your legs can carry you, you can't run away from yourself and your past....
(CONTINUED on my blog❣️) mysweetsurrenderr.blogspot.com
