11/07/2024
"It's Fine. I'm Fine. Everything is Fine." - 2024
Model: Lillian
To be REALLY honest with you, I didn't sleep the first 24 hours after the election. I was shaking my anxiety was so bad. I took (legal) gummies (yes, very much plural - it's my self care right now so I don't spiral). I pushed pause on a lot of my social media apps, reached out to those I love, started planning our options after Christian graduates from high school in May (safe states and countries to watch), and created a few new pieces of art.
This was the first one - inspired by the 'this is fine' fire meme.
I finally crashed, slept, and had an interview today. My body is drained and - for the first time - I'm so thankful I'm on steroids right now for my MCAS or who knows what my body would be doing.
Some of the news coming out the past 24 hours has been very disheartening. The hate, the bigotry... There are stories coming out of hate acts being threatened or committed against people of color, the LGBTQ community, and women. And I know this is just the beginning, it's going to get much worse. I'm a Texan - been here since I was three years old. But this isn't home anymore, because it's not safe for me, my kids, or my sister.
*Any hateful comments or DMs will be reported. I don't have time for your bull s**t*