01/10/2023
It's been a season, so pardon the interruption of..."Dismantling the Fourth Estate"...rainy days and Monday, even though it's a Tuesday...
..we were always a family even after the paper was no longer family owned...most of my best friends, had worked there, or were at least affiliated with it somehow. The connections we made...
.."what were you thinking" were the great leadership words uttered by Carlo Puma a long, long time back when he was working the night photo desk. I had come back with, some pretty crappy art, though to my defense it was a pretty delicate situation and would not have seen the light of day regardless...that is all I have to say to that. Carlos is as close or closer than my brother. That's what happened at the PE, you were in the trenches with your colleagues and a war was being fought if you walked away together, you would remain together.
When I was shooting this project in 2018, I kept tight lipped, I was greedy and wanted it all to myself, it was mine and only mine to f-up. There were still photos on the darkroom wall, which I thought was crazy, and intense. I was just shooting everything, no second chances. On the closer-up photo, there is an out of focus picture of Puma at left center, left of that is photo that was part of a picture story about a blind kid, that Carlos was working on, I think the top left photo and the bath photo are also part of the package, and I always assumed the bottom center photo was also part of the story...in a way it was part of the story, it is Carlos as a little kid, he had made a copy of the photo for his mom....
..I didn't find that out until the night of the opening of "In the Sunshine of Neglect".