12/16/2025
A New Chapter: Choosing Presence Over Productivity đď¸
As some of you may have noticed, this page has been quiet lately. I needed to step back into the silence to truly reflect, evaluate, and listen to what my life was trying to tell me.
For the past few yearsâand this year especiallyâI have struggled deeply with my health. When we came up with the idea for the bookstore, the goal was to offset the cost of needing to "slow down." What I discovered instead was a massive wake-up call from the universe.
The last few weeks have been eye-opening. Iâve learned who was truly in my life for me, versus those who were only there for what I could provide through my lens. I discovered that I can work and be "me" without being bedridden for a week due to the physical and mental drain of a shoot.
But beyond that, I found my life again. For the first time in a long time, I can run and play hide-and-seek with my littles. When I pick up my camera now, itâs out of pure joy rather than financial obligation.
Because of this, I am making some big changes:
Photography will never disappear from my life, but it will no longer be my "everything." I am choosing to work only with those who align with my values and on projects I am truly passionate about. I have already released clients who were detrimental to my mental or physical health. I will still be doing photoshoots that serve a higher purpose, but I will do them in a way that respects my bodyâs limits. (If I havent messaged you to refund a session not done yet then know that I will still be doing it, and I will still be editing all sessions already done.)
At 35, with a two-year-old and other kids at home, I refuse to spend half my year bedridden anymore. My family deserves me at my best, and I deserve to be present for them.
If youâre here to see passion projects or clients that bring me joy and follow this new journey of intentionality, Iâm so glad youâre sticking around. If youâre looking for someone to push until their body gives out, the unfollow button is at the top of the pageâand I say that with peace and clarity.
Itâs time to turn a new chapter.
Thank you to those who have supported me through the highs and the lows. â¨