02/23/2024
Hi friends 🤍 it’s been a while. I’ve put off making this post for quite a bit now, waiting for the perfect time and the right words to come to me. I’m realizing there’s not really a perfect time to talk about hard things and I’ve rewritten this post a million times (and could keep rewriting it still, if I’m honest lol) so we’re just gonna go for it. But most importantly, let me say really quick before getting into the other things, yes I’m very much still in business! I can’t wait to share exactly what I’ve been planning for the future of Kaitlynn Rivera Photography - it’s just so so good! 🥹 It’s all things I’ve been dreaming about for years and I’ve finally forced myself to slow down, plan it all out, and work through all the details. But more on all of that later! ✨
You may or may not have noticed but, I’ve been mostly absent on social media for the last year or more. There’s a lot to it, and I want to go into more detail eventually, but one big thing I realized about myself is that I find it almost impossible to post on socials when I’m going through hard times. I’ve always tried to be someone who shares their real and authentic life but until I began going through some really hard things, I didn’t realize that I’d find it so difficult to keep sharing when things weren’t so positive all of a sudden. I tried on a few occasions to just push through and get back into the groove of posting again but, I could never stick with it. I wasn’t ready to share what I’d been going through and because it was such a large part of my day to day, it felt weird to post and not actually talk about it. I sat in this weird place for a while of wanting so badly to post and connect with people, but not being ready to share openly what I was going through. So I eventually decided to just take a breather and focus on myself and my little family for a while. *spoiler alert, I think that was exactly what I needed!*
While I still have a ways to go and we’re still in the trenches of some scary and unknown health related things for my Thomas, I’m feeling so at peace with life these days. I’m finding so much joy, passion, and excitement in my work again - which is so huge for me! At one point I was almost ready to put away my camera for good. I’m so deeply thankful I didn’t though and that I kept pushing through because truly, I LOVE what I do! I just need to be extra mindful and careful moving forward, to not overwhelm myself with the amount of work I take on.
Life is always changing and evolving and this past season sure has thrown us for a loop… but we’re (Thomas and I) coming out of it so cautiously hopeful and excited for the future. Both with the business and in our personal life! I’m so excited to share more about our lives and what we’ve been up to. There’s just so much I want to say and talk about but I’ll leave it at this for now - life has been unbelievably hard for a hot minute but, there’s finally some light at the end of the tunnel and we are so ready for it 🥲 so stay tuned! And thank you times a million for still being here ♥️