09/21/2024
My day of renewal is approaching.. Baptism Day!!
I'm up 😁 like super up lol
Past few days have been good at work , except those phone calls 📞 urgh , I gotta get my mind right for that , people talking over me has really begun to cause me to respond differently.
I am not allowing it. Lol
But, I have to put that in place , I need my job.
Anyway, been listening 🎧 to both gospel music and God so much more. Listening in the sense that I notice signs far more often , my confidence is building , my worry is disappearing and my drive is coming back.
Restoring my faith was never something that I thought I needed to do. I always considered it to be there. But, this , well this is different, the only way I can describe it , is "Unbothered"
I've let go and now I let God. I pray 🙏 like really pray , always making sure I repeat my original words that led me this far , " help me" " God please, help me" 🙏
One simple request or phrase and things just seem so different, I smile on the inside and the outside , so much I noticed a new cavity lol 😆
Oh yea , Ace make that dentist appt.
Bought myself a tablet , it will be here tomorrow, so excited to get back to writing again. It's been so long , so very long.
Learning that the only author you really need to move forward is God. He already wrote your story , now time for you to make it so. "Live with Faith, Lead with honor."
I don't have a perfect life by any means, but .. I do have a good one and I have a 'life' which some don't. So, realizing this and letting it marinate , well , I've chosen to live it. Little by little , taking steps towards a better version of myself.
Volunteering to help at the church was my first step. Then submitting to volunteer for another group that help domestic violence victims/survivors.
It won't be perfect , there will be hiccups , but with God I know in my heart I'm doing the right things. I will never be alone , never , not as long as I have him to speak to, lean on, lead me , I'm in the right hands. I'm so glad God still hears a sinners prayers 🙏
I am not unflawed by a long stretch , but I am highly favored.
Get you a God if you haven't already and watch magic become reality. Change your mindset and remain focused at all times on your faith , you'd be surprised how your journey will take a rapid turn to the path meant for you.
Stay prayed up !
There's always room for the next chapter , as long as this is not your last. Just something to keep at the forefront of your mind.
If your rolling your eyes and passing judgement after reading this. Well, there's no room for you at my table. I'll pray for you and allow you to exit just as you entered.
He that is without sin, should never cast the first stone!
Think about it ❤️
Sending love , standing in faith , learning , growing , it never stops unless you stop.