07/08/2024
**life update**
On June 22 I photographed my last wedding for at least the next six months. It’s hard to wrap my head around, and while I made the decision last October to stop taking new bookings, it still hasn’t quite set in. The truth is, for the last ten years, photography has been my life. I’ve never been one to post a lot in this little corner of the internet, but this has been my full time gig, a core characteristic in my identity - the way I plan my year, my weekends, my life - it’s all centered around this incredible job. I think about the unfathomable amount of editing, the thousands of images for hundreds of clients, the connections I’ve made, the relationships that have become true friendships, the trust given to me on one of the most sacred days of one’s life - it’s all so precious, so infinite, so deeply honoring. To say this has been one of the most difficult decisions of my life would be an understatement. While I’m not ready to walk away completely, there are a few areas of interest I want to explore, some traveling I’ve been meaning to do, and basically I want to give myself the time and space to figure out the next chapter of my life. Along with leaving my job, I’m also packing up a home and saying goodbye to a community of people I love dearly - the layers of emotion and the complexity of life will never not fascinate or humble me.
Recently I read an article about the nature of reality - how a Nobel prize winner theorized that reality lacks permanence until it is witnessed, realized or measured (let that sink in). While so much of that theory truly boggles my mind, there is something in it that resonates perfectly with how I feel about this journey with photography and why I have always been drawn to it. I realize that moments in time are so fleeting, and one of the responsibilities as a photographer is to capture that which is finite and by witnessing that moment, and memorializing it as a photo, that moment in time becomes permanent - it has been fully realized….(continued in comments)