03/19/2024
Trying some new screen print style edits out. More from this little session with the absolutely killer .schumm who continues to do cool things. She’s got a vlog going now, so check that out.
I may be focusing on posting photography a bit more in the coming months, and working on finding an agency or magazine to coordinate with. I want to make some things happen, and have been kind of mired in the setup of workflow and the development process of that ideal.
It’s hard to make art when self esteem is low and you don’t know if you have gas money, and the industry that’s bankrolled my pursuit of art basically crumbling beneath me has put a huge dent in my self esteem. I am incredibly fortunate, however, to have friends and family who believe in me so strongly that they encourage this pursuit to the end of the earth, and who have helped in every way imaginable to see me through this period of stagnancy, anxiety, and fear.
It’s been, for me, a far worse year than 2020 ever was. It seems the longer I’m alive, the more worries I have about everything and the gloomier my outlook is for the near term, although this has also been a year of awakening for me as well. I’m more politically educated and active and working on getting even more so. I’m more sure of who I am and what I want, and even more sure of what I DON’T want.
Things have always had a silver lining though, no matter how dark. I can look up and find the moon, most nights, and the sun keeps rising in the morning. For that, I am grateful. And for all of you who read this far. You’re a real one.
For the first time in a long time, maybe because the Oscar’s are over with, I didn’t hear police helicopters circling my neighborhood all night. That was a very welcome kind of quiet. Hope you have a lovely day~