08/24/2020
i really want to get back into this passion of mine. i need to. depression has cost me so much. my interests have faded and ive been feeling empty, like im just going with the flow. moving and getting a new job at the same time will do that i guess. i should feel renewed. like a new person with another chance but i dont. i feel like lifes dragging and nothing is exciting anymore. im gonna try to go again sometime this week. we’ll see i suppose. i refuse to let my passion for this die.
