07/23/2026
Two years with you, Shi. 🥹
It feels impossible to say that because I can still remember waiting for you. The anticipation. The wondering. The feeling that someone was on his way to us who already knew exactly where he belonged. And then you came.
Shiloh Amias. Our beloved messenger of peace.
I chose your name before I knew you, but somehow, it knew you before I did. Because peace is exactly what you brought with you.
You are almost always smiling, with that little giggle waiting right behind it. You are curious about everything. So observant. So quick. I love watching you realize that you know what’s going on now. Watching you study the people you love and figure out exactly where you fit.
And you fit here so completely.
You adore your brother. Everything Micah does is worth watching, following, and trying for yourself. You look up to him with your whole heart, while also making it very clear that somehow, YOU are still the one in charge.
You are my little twin in ways that go far beyond how much we look alike. I see myself in your spirit. In your personality. In the way you feel everything and still find a reason to smile. Sometimes I look at you and feel like I’m meeting another version of myself, only softer. Freer. Already knowing things it took me years to learn.
Two years ago, I wondered who you would be. Now I wonder how we ever existed without knowing you.
Shi Shi, I hope when you are older, you always know that you came into a family with a story already being written, but you were never an addition to the edges of it. You arrived and became part of its center. You made our love bigger. You gave us new ways to laugh, new reasons to slow down, and another beautiful way to understand what it means to be a family.
Happy 2nd birthday, my Shi-Ami
What a gift it is to know you.
What a privilege it is to be your Mama.
I love you beyond words. đź’™