07/06/2024
Received the tragic and gut wrenching news that my youngest sibling, Brandon Aaron Lee Quinones, passed away on Monday, July 1st. The youngest of our family and just beginning life, you had just turned 20 in February, and now you're gone. Didn't even get to live your life, how unfair is this world. I haven't been able to get out of bed or leave my apartment these past days. I am completely distraught & brokenhearted, 9 years after losing my sister Tyisha M. Prescott, I have to endure the worst pain life can afford once again. I don't know how I will make it through this again because quite frankly, I never healed from the first time around. To lose my eldest sibling and now my baby sibling, it's truly unfathomable. I keep praying this is a sick joke or a fu***ng nightmare because it can't be true. Yet to no avail, I have yet to wake up from this horrific life I couldn't have envisioned for my worst enemy. I wish I could have been there by your side, you both deserved so much more than life afforded you and I will try to let this make me become better and not bitter though it seems almost impossible right now because I know this wasn't fair, this wasn't justice, this was cruel and inhumane punishment that I cannot begin to think of what I could have possibly done to deserve this or what they did to deserve this either?!?! God, the Universe, whatever you are, forgive me if I fall short and lose hope, I am only human, and I have been brought to my knees.
I LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH & BEYOND. I PRAY WE MEET AGAIN AFTER THIS WRETCHED LIFE IS OVER.