08/14/2021
It has been a long time since I have posted on this page. Finding the words for this post has not been easy. The last year has been such a roller coaster for me. After Covid hit and I was forced to take a step back, I realized just how stressed out I was. The break was refreshing for me. I absolutely love photography and all of the clients I have met along the way. However, owning a photography business is more than just taking pictures. There is a TON that goes on behind the scenes with editing, business, and marketing. I was burnt out.
Then I got pregnant and had a miscarriage. It was such a hard time for me. I never realized what people went through with miscarriages until I had one myself. I had such a hard time being around anyone pregnant. I was lost. It was right around the time that I posted the rainbow picture on my page (which I now believe was a sign from God of what was to come).
Fast forward a few months and I became pregnant again. The whole pregnancy I was so anxious and cautious. I ended up with preeclampsia and I delivered a month early. While the whole process was a scary one, I ended up with my rainbow baby. He is so precious, and I am so blessed to have him. I am enjoying every minute and soaking it all up.
So what does this mean for my photography business? After giving it a lot of thought, I have decided to take a step back from photography indefinitely. I suppose I have avoided posting because it was not a decision I have come to lightly and posting this message makes it real. I have come to love all of the families I have photographed. They feel like family to me, because I have been there for all of those big moments and I will truly miss being there for the future moments.
I am going to leave my page open, because who knows what the future holds. I just know that I want to be in the present with my family right now. Thank you so much to all of you who have joined me on this journey. I really appreciate all of your support along the way.
And to those of you who are struggling to conceive or have suffered through miscarriages, I see you and I will be praying for you. You are not alone. ❤️💛💚💙💜
“I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born,” says the Lord.
*Isaiah 66:9