03/24/2026
I don’t actually know how I’m writing this post but last Thursday my sweet baby boy went to heaven. My heart is completely shattered into a million pieces and I know it will never be Whole again. Existing on earth without him feels impossible at this moment, and I can’t wait for the day that we are together again. You’ve been the love of my life for the last 17 years. And getting to be your mom has been the greatest Joy I’ve ever experienced. You are the purest form of happiness on every molecular level. It truly feels like the spark inside of me has died. I’m so grateful I got to take you on so many adventures and you got to do so many things, but it will never be enough. I could’ve had you for 1 million years and that would’ve never been enough. Rest in paradise my sweet boy I know you’re up there playing with your grandpa and eating all the cheeseburgers and chicken nuggies. Mommy loves you to bits.