11/12/2024
It's been weeks since my last post!! I'm having a sort of identity crisis on ig since relaunching in TN. Posting on IG used to be second nature to me, just a part of my daily routine. I loved sharing about births, engaging in discussions about birth, teaching new moms they had choices, making new friends and more. But now, it all feels so awkward like I'm trying to fit s square peg in a round hole. I don't know if it's because I'm in a new area, my daily life is just different than it was years ago. I was homeschooling then too but only had 3 students and now I have 5 and this year in particular they don't have many shared lessons so school takes longer. Or because im running my husband's business now as well. I don't know but when it comes to writing a new post, I just dread it. I tried getting help with prompts but it feels weird and I end up changing so much of the prompt that it becomes now very helpful in the end. So I'm not really sure why I'm saying all this, I guess I just want to post something so that it doesn't appear like I'm not doing anything! I have new birth photos to share, even a new film. But I'm posting from my phone so I can stop nagging at myself to create a post and I don't have any of that content on my phone...am I even making sense? So I'm not sure if I can keep up with IG anymore. I'm thinking ill have to rely solely on word of mouth, direct sharing with families in my community. Actually saying this is quite freeing really. Okay well, that's all for now.