04/21/2026
I wish I had discovered and read these words years ago. It’s the first time I have ever heard something make so much sense about how I was - and at times still am - feeling.
Today is always hard. I wake up with a heaviness in my heart even without looking at the date. 8 years ago my world split into - the before and the after, never to be the same again.
At this point, It’s more manageable as the grief is just a part of me now, who I am and how I move through the world without you.
But I’ll miss you everyday until it’s my time to join you. I hope you are resting easy and looking out for us from the other side. Love you Ces.
🤍xoxo 🕊️
