07/10/2019
Do you ever feel like you’re in a season of waiting? Like you’re just waiting for your purpose, for your dreams, for your future husband or wife, for the next step? I feel this way so. much. Anyone who knows me knows that I want to take the next step even when I’ve just barely landed on the one before it. Something big for me is travel. Adventure. Chasing my dreams. And I’m realizing that even though we have plans to do those things, I have to present in my life 𝙣𝙤𝙬. How can I live my purpose if I’m constantly wishing for the next step? How can I appreciate the growth and lessons I’ve learned in this season if I’m just complaining about getting out of them?
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This week I have 5 sessions and one wedding to edit. So far I’ve knocked out 4 sessions, I just have the wedding and one more session to edit. I’m not complaining at all, it’s actually fun for me, but sometimes in these weeks where all I do is sit at my computer I find myself popping over to google to check out some conversion vans or scrolling on Pinterest for top places to visit in the U.S.
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In these moments I have to gently remind myself to close those tabs and focus on the tasks at hand. The work that will get me where I want to go. And above all, I cannot compare myself to others. Everyone has a different story, growth pattern, opportunities, and personality.
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Okay, little rant over, now off to edit and then go make some magic with ✨.