01/11/2026
Last year was a tough year. Although too many moments were trying - stressful, heartbreaking, challenging - there were also moments of joy, happiness, and relief. I didn’t find (make) much time to get out and photograph for myself, although the events that I photographed as a volunteer were wonderful.
You all know how I feel about New Year’s resolutions. Not for me. What is for me this year is taking time to take care of myself and relearning how to fit the things I love into a busy life.
Heck, let me just call it by its name: depression is lousy. It can sneak up on you like a cougar. You can juggle just so many balls until there are to many to comprehend let alone catch. Ask for help, but realize that not everyone will hear you. Not everyone can play catch. Not everyone is willing to play catch Talking to my doctor was the hardest but smartest thing I did all year. And he heard me with great compassion.
This wasn’t what I intended my post to be, but now my pet elephant has a name.
Moving on - because that is what I need to do.
This week I ventured up to Seymour, Indiana to photograph the sandhill cranes again. My nephew Mack joined me as did my Cracker Jack assistant, all around good guy, and my groom of over 40 years, Bob. I so wanted him to experience the awe and wonder of these magnificent creatures. The weather was unseasonably warm much to our happiness. At one point we were witness to a fly by of wave after wave of flocks coming into the fields for the day. So many birds that they were impossible to count.
Two days later I stopped again with Mack and a new to me lens. Seriously, we had to test it out. I’d say it passed.
This is a reminder to all of you to get out there and spread your wings. Don’t let the stressors of life push you so far into a corner that it seems like the door to fresh air is a million miles away. Get your checkups. Find your people. Love the ones you’re with and those who live far away. And don’t fear asking for a hug. You might get a good one!