03/22/2023
Ok! It’s time I came clean! I struggle with body issues. Major body issues.
I wanted to take pictures with my new car and for a split second my voice popped into my head and said ‘Nah, I’ll wait till I lose some weight’. Instantly I was able to snap myself out of it and say that now is the time! My car is new to me now, it won’t be new after I lose weight, I want pictures now, I don’t want to wait. I have waited years to start living my life because I’ve been waiting to lose weight. I’m f**king done with that s**t.
So here I am, with my car, with my body issues, with my insecurities, with the anxiety of posting this or keeping it posted because it is such an unflattering picture of me, with a life that I’ve waited so long to have. This is me.