02/08/2026
I think I really made this for myself, if i’m being honest.
I turn 30 today. I feel both a sense of fear, and a sense of peace. you always hear “it’s all down hill after 30” but you know what? I think I’m just getting started.
I feel this sense of fear in this way because it’s like oh s**t, I’m a REAL adult now. like I gotta take that 401k, retirement, stuff real serious now. like maybe I should save for a house or something??? actually that was a typo, I meant horse.
but also this sense of peace, knowing exactly who I am, feeling confident in the choices I’ve made this far in my life. I’ve learned countless lessons in my last decade of life, and I feel like I’ve lived so many different lives. there’s been so many versions of myself, and each one just gets better.
and I’m proud of myself. proud of the life I’ve created. proud of the people I call my friends. proud of the business i’m building. proud of never giving up on my dreams. proud to be a horse girl.
I’m not usually one to make a big deal about my birthday, but I think this year I am. Australia, I’ll see you in a week to celebrate 🇦🇺🦘🐨