11/08/2024
As a kid going through school and life and s**t, I saw people who lost their kids, and then watched as they "tried to get their kids back." And I always told myself I ain't gonna be that, that ain't me, why they saying that they are trying but they are still there. As a kid I always told myself I'd NEVER be there. That it would never be a problem. And if it did happen, it would be easy to fix it. Damn was i wrong, at least about the easy part. Not to mention that the reason he was taken away from me from in the first place was complete hogwash. Either way, I'm not allowed to have anything to do with my son, so yea, I'll admit it, it took me a couple months to get clean and sober off hard s**t, but I did it, as quickly as as I could manage. I've been clean over 6 months now, I've been getting my s**t together, I'm working on starting up my own business right now, I'm actively engaged in postsecondary education. And have spent every sober minute fighting for my son. And see everyone thinks "bro that's your son, that's your kid", your absolutely fu***ng right it is. BUT not one person on earth does (hard) drugs because they happy. OR they deep down have something, something hidden, because they are ashamed, embarrassed, scared, jealous, whatever it is. They didn't abuse the first time because "whatever", no they were hurting. And then the whole world pushes them farther and farther bc they get addicted, but thier addiction is a cry for help. So no they are.NOT just fighting for thier child, they are fighting to get themselves back as well. I made the dark turn, and came out of it just as easily as I fell into it almost 6 years later. Just saying yall, people change
