04/13/2026
How do you start a post like this? Sharing so publicly that a piece of you is gone?
Let alone sharing such news on my business page where my goal has been to capture smiles and the beauty of people existing together in real time. Sure, I touch into a sense of moodiness in my work, but this? Holy heck...
This is the most real, raw, macabre, and brutal experience I've known in my almost 34 years of living.
So I've sat in silence, existing within the void of a home that will forever be changed by the events of the last few weeks. And as badly as I want to hide away in my pain, I can't hide from this post forever. And so I'm here to share the update we never would have dreamed possible.
On February 25th, my family received the worst news imaginable that our baby, Esther Mable, was officially pronounced dead; her heart stopping before she'd even had a chance to make it into this big beautiful world.
There aren't many words that I can string together to describe the deep ache her missing presence has left us with. So much of life that once looked vibrant has dulled and very often, I'm ebbing between a state of numbness and disbelief. Some days, I still feel in complete shock that this is truly our life now.
In truth, my silence stretched so far because a very small part of me hoped and prayed that one day, I'd wake up and all this would be some horrific nightmare.
But a nightmare it is not.
Unfortunately, this is our new "normal."
To anyone that wonders what you can do for us in this incredibly difficult time, simply pray. We have been so grateful to have had an entire village rally behind us but the days ahead are bleak and difficult. It's was no easy thing to walk away from our sweet girl and as you can probably imagine, our hearts and souls are heavy in her absence. Prayers for peace over each of us are so appreciated. That is the big battle we each face daily.
I thank you in advance for your patience as I find the strength to juggle all the things and to ease back into work life. For any future inquiries on sessions, events, or weddings, please do not hesitate to reach out. Email is the best way to reach me as social media still feels very daunting right now.
Lastly, as cliche as it may read, love the people around you well. Take nothing for granted because life truly can take the worst turn in the blink of an eye.