04/13/2026
I mean… should I come back? 🤔
I lost it when I lost my husband. I screwed up a ton… it’s like I lost my mind. He held everything together so I could do this. He’s the one who bought me my first real DSLR professional grade camera and said “you love it, you’re great it, and I think you need to go for it.”
So I did…. But I ended up taking on too much and when I lost him, every aspect of my world crashed.
But despite all that, I still have people constantly tell me they wish I would come back to photography. They forgave all my mistakes, cancellations, total brain fog, and even times where I had less patience than I normally do. And they STILL want me to come back to photography and how they wish I would take their photos still.
With all my health issues and the major spinal fusion back surgery my 14 yo is about to have, I haven’t been working… by choice. But the owning my own business and setting my own hours by only doing a few shoots on the weekend seems possible… I’m just thinking at the time… it’s that time of night when the kids are all in bed and my brain starts spinning… 😵💫