09/05/2026
I am cleaning out the area that I am placing my new cricut maker 4 , and I found this under one of my laptops.. whao .. 18 years have passed .. I attended a workshop at my then church ..
I am born as Catholic, from a very strict and serious Catholicism .. there were nuns , mother nuns , Bishop , Monsignor and of course my brother was an alter boy (now girls are allowed but not then or I would of had to attend) ..
Many years have passed since childhood.. at the age of 11 , I put God to a challenge.. I asked him to come down and make me know HE is real , but I am nobody to challenge God .. He let me be and a couple of decades passed , and when one point in my life I felt so helpless and unworthy.. I wouldn’t share my pain my doubts .. and from that eleven years old convo with God , If I ever felt I did wrong I would always pray and say “God If you exist , please forgive me .. I know I was wrong “
But I would not attend church service or say mass .. but my mother overly compensated for me .. lol ….but seriously things happened in my life and kept happening.. all sorts of things that I had to battle away from my presence on earth ..
One good day , the best day ever .. was when an old middle school friend approached me telling me that God sent her to talk with me .. She revealed things that I never told anyone .. she invited me to church and I said ok .. when she introduced me to the Pastor , he started to pray over me and I fell on the ground .. I felt like warm electrifying, good feel vibes running throughout my body.. and a tumor I had in my digestive tract, was torn , broken to pieces that when I was scheduled for its removal.. but as I laid on the grown , I felt that my tumor was being squeezed or I don’t know .. I regained consciousness and immediately asked my son’s if anyone had touched me while I was out .. they said no .. when I follow up with my Dr , he asked me if I believed in God , He continued telling me that a miracle had happened.. the tumor was gone .. Amen .. that was about 30 years ago .. and now I know because I know that God is real , He took his time watching me and seeing if I was worthy or not .. but he choose to reveal himself to me ..
It was a Pentecostal church and I am a Catholic .. what I learned is that we all believe in our higher power .. the only one that makes true miracles .. he is known by many names .. I just say HE is my GOD .. Father Son and Holy Ghost .. the Holy Trinity .. He is my owner !! my father , my protector He is my everything .. With Him , I have learned to enjoy my own company, keeping me away from situations or places I need not be .. I am so connected that I can feel good and bad vibes .. always focusing on how to please my savior . He took a Cancer from me .. That eleven year old dialogue was not in vain..
so this is one of several titles given to me
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