12/20/2025
Santamania is so much fun! I'm glad I made myself leave the house yesterday. Crushing seasonal depression almost had me spending another evening alone at home skiing (Dostoyevsky, Tarkovsky), but I was able to be alone in a roomful of people instead. I only pulled out my camera for a minute, because is a living legend and she should be honored and adored. Otherwise, I enjoyed spending my evening as audience. Apropos, this account it probably going mostly dormant as my employment situation has changed and I don't have very much free time after adding my new commute (and the time spend crying in the car in the work parking lot). Weeknights are probably weak nights. I'll still check messages even if I'm not posting so please continue/begin sending noods.
continues tonight and is well worth dragging your slutty ass out of bed, don't f**k this up
