11/01/2026
Just one year ago today, I was in the deepest, darkest place I’ve ever been in my life. And looking back now, I TRULY believe it was a valley sanctioned by God Himself.
That valley was DARK. It was lonely. It was depression. It was crying LITERALLY for no reason. It was not wanting to leave my bed for days. Not wanting to leave the house. It was crying simply because my niece said, “Goodbye, Uncle.” It was a version of me I had never experienced before, in a place I never thought I would be.
But as crazy as it sounds, today I am genuinely grateful that God took me through that season of my life.
Because I needed it.
I needed that valley to transform. I needed it to bring me closer to God. And I truly believe God knew that some of the things He needed to do IN me could only happen by taking me THROUGH it.
So this year, I’m not just thanking God for allowing me to see another birthday. I’m thanking Him for the year that got me here.
Thank You for the prayers You didn’t answer when I wanted You to.
Thank You for the doors You closed.
Thank You for making me sit still.
Thank You for teaching me discipline.
Thank You for teaching me surrender.
Thank You for showing me what deserves my energy and what doesn’t.
Thank You for changing the way I see myself.
Thank You for the things You removed that I didn’t understand at the time.
Thank You for the peace I have now in places where I once needed answers.
Thank You for giving me clarity about who I am, what I’m building, and the man I’m becoming.
Thank You for bringing me closer to You.
And most importantly, thank You for coming back to GET me and not allowing me to leave that valley as the same man who walked into it.
A year ago I would’ve given anything for God to get me out of that valley, today im thanking Him for taking me through it.
And I couldn’t be more grateful.
Cheers to 41. 🥂
40s… be nice to me. 😂