06/02/2026
This chapter in Deuteronomy has been softening me in so many ways. That as we lean in, listening for the voice of our Father, knowing and recognizing His gentle voice, obeying Him, following Him… He is so quick to show us His kindness. Many of you may not know I have lived my life with a lot of unknowns due to a rare arterial vascular anomaly in my dominant hand and as I’ve gotten older, the worse it continues to get, the greater the unknowns become, the more debilitating the pain is, the more risky the treatments are. Our kids are a miracle, I always longed for a big family and some days the grief of no more kids weighs heavy on me, the grief of what I can and can’t accomplish in a day because the crippling chronic pain and lack of mobility in my dominant hand affects so much. The questions of maybe if I remove my arm that would take away the pain… and Jesus has just been softening me, showing me so much mercy and manna each morning. Each day I get to use my hand, I get to wrap them both around my kids and pull them close, what a blessing that is. Each year I’ve gotten to pick up my camera for another season, what a miracle. I think sometimes we wait for a big, epic miracle when we’re in a waiting season or an unknown season, when really, there are miracles every day, we just need to slow down enough to recognize the million little miracles. As I sat in an appt last week watching the chambers in my heart on the screen, and was told these tiny, intricate flaps beat twice for every one heart beat, my whole perspective shifted, what a miracle each breath is. So if you’re waiting for a miracle today, I pray you can pause and find the million tiny ones still happening. They’re there in the waiting ✨