03/14/2025
I truly don’t have words — honored, humbled, grateful — none of them fully describe how I’m feeling. I truly feel like I’m living a dream. 😭🤍
I have been completely MIA from my insta lately — after we lost our 5th baby, I lost a lot of motivation to do anything (but especially keep up with socials). Birth photography, though incredibly hard and emotional at times when navigating my own grief, has been such a place of peace and joy and life for me. To be completely honest though, I’ve had MAJOR imposter syndrome lately and have considered calling it quits.
I started documenting births about 18 months ago, and just last year I entered my first birth competition and got a few bronze and honorable mention awards and was ECSTATIC. I felt so confident and valued, but then the lies started coming in and I felt like a true imposter — untalented and truthfully like a failure. This year, I somehow missed that image competition had come and gone, but THANKFULLY they extended the deadline and I happened to see that post (legit I submitted on I thiiiink the last day haha), and just found out this morning that I won BEST OVERALL. 😭😭😭
Image of the Year, I cannot believe it. I’m so grateful for the opportunity to submit my images, but even more so, I’m so grateful to get to do this. To IAPBP, thank you for giving me my spark back. 🥹🫶🏼 And to the families that have trusted me to document some of the sweetest (and some of the hardest and heaviest ❤️🩹) moments, “thank you” will never ever be enough.
I’m honored.
I’m overwhelmed.
I’m grateful.
I’m in awe.
Love to you all. 🤍