05/21/2019
Last week when we went to our 12 week ultrasound appointment, we were sitting the lobby waiting and I was complaining to that I hated having to come up with something cutesy for my business social media pages to announce our pregnancy. After an uneventful pregnancy with Grace, I had not a worry on my mind as we went into the room for the ultrasound, I was just glad to get a peek at the baby.⠀⠀⠀⠀
A few minutes later, the world would seemingly fall out from under me as we heard words like "abnormal", "potential chromosomal or heart defect", "I'm sorry", "further testing needed". I felt like my heart stopped beating, like I had failed to worry enough or pray hard enough for our baby's safety. In my early pregnancy with Grace, I had serious fears that she would have special needs because God knew that with my experience as a special educator, I was well qualified to give her the care she needed. But I hadn't had any of those thoughts this time around, just excitement. ⠀⠀⠀⠀
We were then rushed to a specialist appointment where it felt like they were prepping me for the absolute worst possibilities. The last 5 days waiting for testing results have probably been the most stressful of my life. We received the first round of results this morning and are extremely relieved that the baby is cleared from having any of the most common chromosomal abnormalities. We also found out that she's a GIRL 💕 and we couldn't wait to share the news with Grace. ⠀⠀⠀⠀
These first results are great news but we're not totally out of the woods yet. So please, if you think of it, say a little prayer for baby girl as we all love her so much already!