08/19/2025
Tonight, my heart is heavy....
It comes in waves Like the water about to crest over the levee.
My emotions feel like the highs and lows of the ocean tides.
For those I love and who need me, I'm never the one who runs and hides.
Tonight, my heart aches for the one I love. But I fear he no longer wants to stay with me. My thoughts are starting to spiral....every nightmarish scenario imaginable.
I will not apologize for how I feel about you.
When you and I lock eyes, I see the eyes I want to get lost in every night before I fall asleep.
Your lips, the last sweet, tender, but deep kiss for the night. Just that thought, has me missing you all the more.
Baby, please come home. Not just for a day... For good!
But...
Tonight, the memories of how happy I once made you feel...til now, where that feels so far away.
My mind is all over the place. I wish you'd just say what you have to say. Instead, you're being vague, inconsistent, and pretty much silent.
Why is love that is given to me is just about always conditional?
At least that is how it all makes me feel.
