05/11/2026
I wish you could know me
And I wish I could know you much more sometimes
Wish I could do nothin' with you
Sit in the yard while the day dies, leave it all on the table
And I'll say, "I love you, " and mean it this time
Say, "I'm sorry for everything else"
If we found a way to the other side
I'd be willing and able.
Id be willing and able 💔
My first birthday without you just made me realize how much I fu**in hate it here. It hasn't gotten better. And I keep getting angrier. I hate who I am without you and I hate life without you. Its bull s**t and I hate that you died. I hope youre up there laughing at what a fu**ing joke this has all been.