04/10/2024
After the Eclipse
I got home last night from a whirlwind trip that was simultaneously a much needed slowdown and a nonstop maelstrom of stress and audible decision making. Weather forecasts were conflicting and unreliable up to the morning of the eclipse, and despite this being my second trip to totality and seventh overall eclipse (two totals, one annular, and four partials), I was nothing but a ball of stress up to the point of totality.
As second contact approached, I was rapid firing with my fastest camera body and wildlife lens on the hopes of catching Bailey's beads. Once the last bit of light fell from my viewscreen, I turned my eyes skyward and was blown away - even moreso than in 2017. The corona was overwhelmingly bright and multiple prominences were visible with the naked eye in their tell-tale hue of H-a red. I was dumbstruck as an emotional catharsis consumed me. Had I just sat and stared instead of shaking out and continuing my shoot plan, I think I'd have still been happy.
Today, I slept in until 10:30, a manifestation of all the stress leaving my body. I still haven't crawled out of bed and I find myself laying on a cloud of endorphins, my mind both clear and adrift. Half conscious thoughts come and go like fluids on a shifting plane. I'm at a precipice with my photography - not just because of my finally stepping into astro - but it feels like so much is at a tipping point and I am numb with indecision. Landscapes, wildlife, astro, risqué, abstract, and so on are all in my grasp. All the great photographers pick one and master their craft, but like my first time visiting Baskin-Robbins, I want to master them all.
I don't know where the future leads, but much like this photo taken less than an hour after fourth contact, the sun is shining anew.
Lunt LS50THA, PowerMate 2.5x, ASI2600MM, 1000 frames, best 200 stacked
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