01/13/2022
Hi, everyone!
The time is come that I make the announcement that I’ve been pouring prayer into for quite some time. I always said that I would continue in this business as long as I felt like this is what God is calling me to do. I think when God called me to turn back around and abort mission, I was afraid to answer. I didn’t want to accept what I felt would be defeat.
2021 was the heaviest year of my life to date. Even before the house fire, I was in a dark mental place. I was struggling to keep up with simple tasks. I was constantly on the go. By the time summer came, I found myself not even sleeping at night in order to accomplish more. Motherhood alone is reason for exhaustion but with all that I was juggling, it became too much. I kept telling myself to take small steps back from photography, that burnout was normal and this was just a phase. But the more I stepped back, the more I could breathe again. Piece by piece, the weight started falling off my shoulders. I finally gained the strength to reach for what I needed — Christ and my family.
Here’s the thing — losing yourself is not success. Success is keeping a pure heart and never losing track of the things you’ve been specifically called to do. Photography has been a part of my journey for over 4 years now. I am proud of that piece of me. I am forever grateful and endearing of the clients that have become friends along the way. You all kept me going. You still do, in so many ways. I will carry every friendship and connection that I’ve made with me, every day.
My focus for this new year is as follows —
God and my relationship with him
My family, their health and happiness
And my inner peace
I deserve this.
My family deserves this.
I have weddings scheduled for the year that I will, of course, be attending. Everything that is currently on my schedule will be fulfilled. Everything that has been cancelled during the tragedies of last year, will be refunded. I have my messengers on Facebook disabled. I am accepting emails and text messages only at this time, both of which are posted on my page here.
Please do not harass or blast me for a refund. A simple reminder via text message or request via PayPal or Venmo will suffice. Once the request is sent, if it isn’t paid right away then it will be as soon as I am able. Please be mindful of my current situation as a mother who’s home just burnt down, who’s children lost everything and who poured every cent she had into giving them the Christmas that they deserved. I will not refuse anyones refund request for a session that was not performed. I only ask that you grant me patience and grace as we recover.
During the upcoming season of my life, I’ll be investing in education courses. I’ll be still learning and evolving but at my own pace this time. I want to fall back in love with photography and learn to manage it differently. This way, if God calls me to come back, I’ll be able to answer right away. With no questions, doubts or reservations.
I’d appreciate all of the prayers and love on my latest life adventure 🤍