08/21/2026
When I'm Small
A self portrait
While I'm a reasonably large human, while out there I feel infinitely small. Small compared to the boulders I scrambled. Small compared to the mountains I climbed. Small compared to the interstellar space of the Milky Way Galaxy that raced around the cirque with me.
For years, I have had an idea of shooting myself climbing a mountain or something cool while racing the Milky Way core in the darkness. While daydreaming at work one afternoon this month, I created a concept of a plan, packed my gear, and headed out. The idea was to circle the cirque valley as I approached the 14k' summit while keeping my headlamp in frame and the camera rolling on the opposite side of the basin, safe from the wind and potential early morning hikers in the high of the tundra. Heavy wildfire smoke rolled in and slowed me down some, but I was on track to get the highest summit completed before twilight began to fade the Milky Way and my headlamp. I also wanted to stay close to the edges of the ridgeline to expose my headlamp to the camera but I decided to go around a large tower as I did not pack a helmet and didn't know the rating for continuing the ridgeline climbing. I remember seeing the tower in the smoky moonlight and thinking, this is it for my headlamp, so here's one last blast from across the cirque before I vanished from view.
With my light refracting off the lake centered and in line with the Milky Way core, I decided to make this self portrait from my 700 image stack.